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im starting to not care again.
i have to get a grip on school (she says with such distain). but why? what for?
see?
but i cant not care.
but why? why do i have to care?
fuck. this happens every few monthes. my parents are gripping to what they have left; promising to pull strings and let me get and pay for a tattoo if i get straight a’s, looking into art schools, because real college just isnt going to happen so they’re at least trying to make sure i go to a good art school.
im not gripping anymore.
im letting everything slip away.
because i tell myself “whats the fucking point?”